Volumes

Starting back at zero. Hoping for opportunities. I hate waiting periods. I'd rather know right now whether this path is going to start or not. But here's to hoping for the best.

You drop off the face of the earth. Text me out of no where and then freak out because I didnt respond in 3 minutes and still expect a response? Definitely not happening. Good riddance.

He tells me he can prove he's a man. He talks a lot of game expecting me to be fooled. I can understand there's a significant point of concentration. So I won't put forth the effort. But he touches me like he knows he can. He holds me like he wants. He kisses the back of my neck like he knows exactly the right spot. And although I'm not entirely impressed and already assume this is over before it even began. I still like the way he made me feel. I want to tell him to touch my skin one more time. But I know it would only be the beginning of something just like the rest. My faith has diminished significantly and I just don't have it in me to even try anymore. So when I don't get the text or the call but a like here and there and the attention when he sees me, I only smile because I just don't care.

She told me it's all new for her. She is starting over from scratch. She's asking me how to go about this kind of life and I couldn't tell her the first thing.