keep it simple

I don't need the confusion i need it simple. i want it simple. i need to feel like there isn't anything you can't tell me. i'll throw away the drama if you are honest from the start. i'll never speak of it again if i know i can trust you. i don't need need any confusion in my world. i already have enough going on. i already have enough flowing through my mind. knowing that i had to take a step i always knew needed to be done but never would have done it because i always though i had the lid on this honey pot firmly in place. but its funny the way things turn and surprise you the way they do. it felt good. it felt right to finally get an outside view of what it was like to live my life. and hearing a perspective that i never even looked to think of. because this life with me is crazy and i'm hoping you can handle all of the things you're going to have to hear and deal with because no one has been able to hold on for too long and i'm hoping you can because i'm going to need you. i'm going to need you when i'm feeling like i'm not worth your time and you reminding me you do all of this for love.

but sometimes i need a little input i need you to do more than just listen. i need to hear opinions so i know i'm not just letting it out i'm getting some insight. i understand being a man of few words especially because i'm a woman of many but i need to know i can shut up and listen too. and sometimes i don't feel that way with you. its ok just to say what you're thinking even if its not what i necessarily want to hear because its the only way i'm going to be able to make sense of things in my head.