sooner than later

I don't understand how listening to this song gives you a good unexplainable feeling when i'm saying its like you saying this to me. because time is not just the only issue and i keep thinking i might not be able to do this anymore but i'm willing to give you the time to be the person i need you to be emotionally. there is no excuse for you to be emotionally limiting or lazy with me. and i can't take it anymore. i feel like i can't keep being the one to open up. i can't be the one to keep talking. because these lights aren't glowing the same way they used to. and i want to miss you. i want to love you. i want you to be the one i'm wanting but right now i can't see it. i can't feel it. i don't know if everything else that happened is just adding this all into the mix but i just can't seem to hold on to it anymore. being neutral is not where i want to be but the fire isn't there inside you that i need. you've lost yourself in your life and i can't help you find you. i tried but one step forward and two steps back is a way i can't live. and so this is your chance. this is your chance to show me that this could be your opportunity to change the way things are. because i don't know how much longer i can go not feeling wanted. not feeling like you desire me at all. i don't know how much longer i can go being quiet on purpose on the phone just to see if you'll say anything or talk about anything and all get silence. i need substance. the things you give me and the things you buy is nothing i need. i need you and that's the one thing you won't give me. so if this is where is has to end. and if this is the way things have to be. i'll accept and move on from you because i'll know its possible that you have just finished growing in your person and i have out grown you. all i can ask from you now is to prove me wrong.

so please prove me wrong.