losing a feeling at face value

I could mistaken. i could be completely wrong knowing that yes actions do speak louder than words but sometimes you don't always hear the words they speak when you only see face value. there is value in the unknown words the unknown actions taken before or after. i'm losing sight of what i've known because i've fallen into foreign territory and i don't speak the language. honesty is the best policy. i can do honest and straightforward but for some reason i lose my grip when it comes to you. i can't show you what i want. i can't tell you the words i'm dying to say. becaues you hold so much vunerability in your hands but i'm feeling i should just let it all go. i should let it all go and wisk everything i hold inside because its the only way i'm going to be liberated from this. its the only way i'm going to find satusfaction in myself by letting all of this go. by letting you know all of it. emotion is the human reaction that is you.