Isnt it magic?

Last night I laid on top of you looking into your eyes wanting so badly to say "I love you' or even "I'm falling in love with you" but I held everything back. For what reason? Because I'm afraid of what he might it might not say. I know. Its a possibility he might not be where I'm at emotionàll but sometimes I feel like he is holding back top. There are times I wonder but I know his feelings are real. I also know I need to stop letting my past scare the shit out of me. That is all