snakes and pearls

I absolutely can not stand when people...let me say super thirsty people find themselves to be entitled to things that they are definitely not entitled to. I've come to realize that thirsty people will try to drink up everything around you including you to get what their looking for but won't ever really get it because they aren't satisfied. I came back to the office this week because i had finally settled down from the craziness that had been happening. I've been living with him the last month because apartment hunting in new york can sometimes be like finding a needle in a haystack. I've finally found my needle and its pretty much perfect with our own private garden and backyard, but back to what i was saying. I went back to the office and a lot of things had changed. what had really changed was interns that haven't been there as long as some of us trying to take over and shooting bad attitudes around the room like it was a free for all. Guess what? I don't give a shit. I've made a name for myself enough to not care about who you think you are here or what you seem to think you're entitled to. because at the end of the day i'm still getting access to the events i've worked hard for. sometimes i sit back and realize just how crazy my life is. everything in a day changes about ten times over and the ups and downs almost make me sick to my stomach. she wants them back but she can suck a dick. i'm not normally this vulgar but at this moment in time she just can. i hate the way she plays victim with her con artistic ways to paint a vivid picture of the manipulating portrait she displays. her intentions are mindlessly cruel and her ways are spoiled to the core. She can lose herself without them. i'm starting to realize the dynamic people take in their lives and i know i need to just keep focusing on the road in front of me and go from there. if love was a four letter word, i'm glad your name only had four letters. he's given me everything i need and although his words get ahead of him sometimes, i've come to understand the language he speaks. longevity never seemed more possible.