Do You Realize?

There are these moments when you realize that life changes in such dramatic ways. It was last christmas when I started realizing he changed. There was something in the way he spoke, the little things he did, and his mood completely changed. Not for the worse but for the better. He was attentive and caring in a way he wasn't normally. I think for him, he realized that he could love someone more than he loved himself. For him that wasn't something he had ever really considered before.

Everything was turning into a complete romance in a way that I never knew it could. Not to say that he wasn't caring and loving before, but just to say a switch had turned on in a way that I never want to turn it off. I was never expecting him to say that he was ready to live with me. But that was the icing on the cake. Now with both of us landing 2 great new jobs, and getting ready to search for our new apartment, everything is about to change. The next chapter is about to start. and i'm ready.