a little bit

here we are sitting across from each other with an open tab and drinking a drink listening to the beautiful sounds of the songs we love and know, learning and experiencing the conversating person you are. and i can't help but be nervous. i keep hearing the hearsay and thinking if it is possible to really be the same person you were in high school. because when i look back i know i left that person behind. and like you said, you are transitioning through new changes, and yet so am i. so am i really to believe that you are just another one and at times i do but when you express yourself through a song i can't help but think you look at it the same way i do. that the lyrics are words and they aren't vague. songs aren't vague. they tell you something. they speak to you. i can't listen to someone who might not know what they are talking about. when i'm sitting across a table from you and completely captivated in the moment. and although you might not be as captivated int he moment as me. and although this might not be a long movie. and it might not be meant to be one. i can't help but think that this happiness i feel and this good time we have is something to be considered. not blown to the other side of pre-consumed notions. because people are going to talk. and people are going to ask questions. i might not know all the answers and you might not either. but i'm ok with that as of now. and that might change and that's ok. but i know somewhere you are intrigued and can't wait to see what happens next and i'm hoping i can keep you inticed. because it might just be one day when you turn around and say "i'm a little bit in love with you"