revelry

i can't have tears for the way you undoubtedly proved me right in the ways you let me go. I can be sad about the way things went. i can be sad at the way you took it. but i'm not going to have any tears. you tell me there was change and i just couldn't see it. but all those arguments went out the door when we're sitting there and i'm still waiting for you to talk to me and you just won't. i always thought telling you if things didn't change that i would leave you would be the thing to put you in the position to do everything you could to change. but you just didn't. you really didn't. and i can't be sad at that because i told you for 6 months what the situation was and i don't know if you thought i was bluffing but you of all people should know by now that i don't bluff. and now you know and now its too late. and i understand being emotional but that doesn't mean trying to express yourself through a text message is the good way to go. since my argument was conversation and emotions and i get the most emotionless way to go about it. through a text message. so you are a little bit too late.