time reveals all truths

"the stars, the moon, they've all been blown out,
you left me in the dark,
no dawn, no day, i'm always in this twilight,
in the shadow of your heart...

I took the stars from your eyes, and then i made a map,
and knew that somehow i could find my way back,
then i heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too,
so i stayed in the darkness with you."


find yourself in the darkness with me. I keep telling myself that you won't ever come back to me. But my heart keeps telling me you will prove me wrong. Because my heart was always in it for you. he said he believes it really is the case that letting it go and if it comes back to me it was always meant to be. he said it would be fate. it would have to be fate. the thing about it is i know he's right. so here i am hoping you weren't just trying to spare my feelings by saying you feel the same. here i am hoping you were telling me the truth. because i mean in it. i'm in it. i'm here. and no matter how much i push you out of my life. in the back of my mind you're always going to be there because i'm always going to be hoping you come holding that ring your hand. the real thing has always been here waiting for you. and don't take me deleting you from my life as a cruel intention. it was only my way of solidifying me letting you go. its the only way i can. Here i was thinking i could replace it with the new. but i just can't. i couldn't even put the new rings on the finger. its like even my finger is waiting haha. i'm a mess. we know. I will say this now though. i had to let it go, but that doesn't mean i will let it go again. i guess time will only tell if i was right. prove me wrong. challenge starts now. and this will be anything far from easy.