dear storyteller

so here is what it is:

I want someone who wants to be with me all the time. I want someone who is scared because i hold their heart in my hands. i want someone who thinks about me always even when i'm not around. i want someone who doesn't have to me near me all the time but would rather have me around. I want someone who sees me for everything i am and still wants me anyways. I want someone who kisses me in a way that i can feel all over my body. i want someone who thinks holding hands is as intimate as i do. I want someone who gives me that look like they are so lucky to have me. I Want someone who wants me. I want someone who makes me feel sexy. I want someone who lets me be angry from time to time. I want someone who makes decisions. who is opinionated but not in a selfish way. someone who will go places with me because they want to, not because they feel obligated. i want someone who understands what i'm saying when i tell them to listen to a song. i want someone who reads between my lines because i can't always say what i really mean in the right ways. someone who will go to disneyland and who will just be as excited as i am to be at the happiest place on earth. someone who won't look at me like i'm crazy when i'm yelling at the laker's game. someone who will cook for me but won't always make me wash the dishes. someone who brings me sunflowers or daises when its not a birthday, holiday, or anniversary. someone who will give me space when they know i really need it. someone who will keep me on my toes.

I need someone who's going to keep up when i'm always going 100mph. i want someone who's going to feel me. i want a real love. i want someone who is going to see me at my worst and still think i'm at my best. someone who will be honest. someone who will respect me. someone who won't be afraid to say what they really mean. someone who believes in my dreams. someone who completes me. someone who will want to go to that concert with me because they know all the songs. someone who will understand the life i've had to live. someone who won't feel bad for me because of what i've had to go through. i want someone who will call from time to time even when they know they don't have to but only because they want to. i want someone who is going to tell me they love me just as much as they are willing to show me. i want someone who is going to be there.

i want a love that lasts. i want to find my story in an epic love. and i don't care if it means me waiting my whole life to find it. and although i want all these things, i wouldn't mind if it was not meant for me. because i realize this is a lot to ask for. and i realize this is hard to find. but i can still be hopeful. i can still have a faith i've always held on to. even if it was never meant for me. because some how some way, i still believe you're out there hoping for me too. and i know you'll be wanting all these things i will be more than willing to offer.

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