shouldn't have to wait

she said, "he's getting here as fast as he can and you can't rush when he's trying to find you." but can that be so satisfying? to know that although he's trying to get here as fast as her i would have to still wait around for him? there are things i wait for and don't get me wrong there are plenty of things i am willing to wait for although i have no patience. but at this point i don't care. its only the 4th day of the new year and i've already done everything i said i went. i met new people who were really nice, started working out, really began learning french, looking into things i need to still finish. and this is the year of getting things done. finishing things i started and honestly that's only where my mine is right now. don't get me wrong i would love to have someone there to kiss me and hug me and hold me and do all those nice things i'm without at the moment. but right now i'm kind of okay with not completely having it right now and just trying to get done everything that is for me. because when i finally bump in to that guy that's been trying to get here as fast as he can i'm sure i can trust that he won't just let me slip through his hands like all the other ones have.