"lightning doesn't always strike twice, it's a once in a lifetime thing. even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again. eventually the pain will go away, the shock will wear off. and you start to heal yourself. to recover from something you never saw coming, but sometimes the odds are in your favor. if you're in just the right place at just the right time, you can take a hell of a hit and still have a shot at surviving."
I poured out my heart to her. i told her my epiphany, which seemed to make more sense once i started explaining it out loud to her. i think i just felt better saying to her because i knew she would tell me if i was completely off base or in the right. and to my utter surprise she agreed with my excessive amount of words, explaining the way i think we function. she told me "no one can be on all the time, gosh imagine how exhausting that would be. you are just having an off moment, it will pass." so simple in her words and i'm reborn again. reborn in hope holding on.
she told me she knows that he has feelings for me, that they are there but that they are buried beneath a lot of fear right now and that once those fears go away the comfortableness will be reinstated and everything will be fine. she said it might take time but that with that time she knows everything will be alright.
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