Saturday, July 14, 2012

Birthday wishes

For birthday kisses.

Landed in Puerto Rico yesterday. Finally feeling like its a vacation with sun, pool, tans, good food, sight seeing, and liquor.

My birthday is in two hours and I almost don't care. I'm having fun and I love it. And things have been so good for me work wise. As of next month my career is going to take an amazing leap forward.

He wants me and I can see it in my eyes but and a part of me wants to open up to him but I just can't right now. I feel myself too numb. But when he kissed my shoulder I almost felt something. And when he was asking me about my heart break I could t tell him. He's a lot of what I need buy missing things I want. So I feel myself letting go and tonight I dance it all away. Like I always do.

You don't even remember my name anymore and that is just something j have to get used to. I guess starting now.

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