Having this moment when I'm feeling like I'm by myself in an apartment with 2 other roommates. I get I haven't been here for a while because of all the traveling but I honestly feel like I live alone. I cleaned the whole apartment and nothing. It's making me want to leave but it's a good apartment and really what does it matter?
It was like a car going out of control.it drove off the side of the road and there was nothing in could do about it because I wasn't driving and I wasn't doing anything to cause this wild ride. Get over yourself. I'm sorry if you don't know how to handle your feelings hit you should grow a pair and own up to them. You have feelings for him. He told you he wants to be in a relationship with me when you know that's never going to happen and yet you want to end our friendship? At least I know the truth now and just how much you valued our friendship.
I want it to come naturally and some times it does. But other times I feel shy. Not in a I want to do this but I'm too shy kinda way. Hut almost like an, I don't really know how much I care kind. Of way. Tomorrow he has a surprise planned so maybe seeing him will change things. Until then I'm still having a weird time coming around to the idea.
Yesterday the final copy was laying right next to me and I got a glimpse of the cover and almost wanted to cry hit didn't because I was in the office. One more week.
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