the real thing

In these moments I let myself fall so deep in love with you. Although I wish you had your own words to say to me to tell me just how much I mean to you. But I think that is just me wanting more. I love hearing the words you tell me when you do. It is far and few between and although you tell me you love me practically every day sometimes I just want something else. I want to know why. Why you love me and why I mean something to you. I might sound selfish and I probably am, but I can't get enough of this love. The night could not have gone better. She sang our song and she sang this song. We went to one of the places we love and ate great with drinks. We went out and had more drinks and it made me feel so great to know that we can spend time together like that and enjoy each others company and not get enough. You give me such confidence and I love it. The night was perfect. You brought me flowers that were purple because its my favorite color. they sat us at our own table and we ate amazing food and spent some great quality time together. They brought us our own dessert with a happy anniversary note. A year since our first date and although we didn't start off on the best of terms, we've grown so much and I can see it in you all the time. There is something real. This is something real. and I see it every day