can you tell me when

she just makes sense of the way i think about things it always puts life into persepctive in a whole new way that has me thinking it all makes sense now. i'm a lot more comfortable to the idea because she puts in the way i had forgotten to think about it. sometimes i wonder what it takes to be the one that stands out. i can wonder but most of the time i just can be me and hope that i am just naturally the one that stands out to you. you always tell me how special i am and i really hope those are honest words because i'm not necessarily trying to be special just hoping that's how you see me.

today i got amazing new and realizing i can do this. i'm working to make something from nothing like i've always done but this time i'm really doing it better than i ever have before. there is an incredibale some kind of something ahead of me and i'm excited to see where it goes and who i become from it. so here it goes and lets start.

let love and love me different, this isn't the same and its all brand new so take it for what it is and appreciate the possibilities found in something so different for the both of us