ready to start

I saw lykke li perform the other night. She was flawless. An amazing dancer with an incredible voice. I was so captivated by her and her music it was incredible. But it was the 4th song she sang. I knew she would sing it at one point. And i felt an all of a sudden hatred as she did. With a single tear running down my cheek. I felt a sincere hate for you. I hated you for not being there next to me. I hated you for making that song hurt so bad. I hated you for breaking my heart this way. I hated you for not loving me. I hated you for not being there for me. I hated you for not being my friend. I hated you for letting me go. But most of all i hated how much i still wish you were there holding my hand.

Im ready to start.

I never wanted to be the one that ran away but u were always running from me. Im still here but i cant stay.

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