under my skin

he brings out a side of me that's been gone for a while. i like it so much though. it keeps me wanting more. and i'm glad i get to get more from him. its an interesting friendship but one i enjoy very much.

today we had lunch. we talked about the normal things but i knew what he really wanted to talk about. so i did. because in all actuality, he is someone i would talk about it. he asked me what i would say if he came to talk to me before i left. i told him i honestly don't know but that i didn't think he would anyways. we both agreed on that. although he said that he thinks later on down the line when i was there he would try to talk to me. but i just don't see that happening at all. i don't plan on thinking about it much. i have so many other things to do and take care of because i'm realizing time is going faster than i expected.

today i worked everything out with my soon to be new bosses. this is going to be incredible. or at least i'm hoping it is. she says she sees me fitting in very easily and naturally. i trust her judgement so i see that happening. or so i think. i think i'm just in love with the adventure of it all. everything is already set up within 3 days and even that surprises me. things i'm capable of are sometimes amazing to even myself. let the adventure begin. new york in i'll see you in 3 months.