to hell with all the rest.

she said its only a matter of time. and if not, i have all the makings for the girl that got away. that might be completely true either way. but i've accepted, just accepting what it is right now and not carrying about the rest. because when i think about leaving for good, that pain in my chest knows better. so if the day comes when i become the girl that got away, i'm trusting the pain will be gone and i'll just accept that at the time. but for now, its all natural cuz he can't hide the happy when we're sitting on the bed looking at each other because we haven't seen each other in a week and its a moment that is just that. happy.