ex-factor

It could all be so simple, but you'd rather make it hard. Loving you is like a battle, and we both end up with scars. Tell me, who I have to be to get some reciprocity. See no one loves you more than me. And no one ever will.

Is this just a silly game? That forces you to act this way. Forces you to scream my name. Then pretend that you can't stay. Tell me, who I have to be to get some reciprocity. See no one loves you more than me. And no one ever will.

No matter how i think we grow, you always seem to let me know it ain't workin'. it ain't workin'. it ain't workin'. And when i try to walk away, you'd hurt yourself to make me stay. this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy.

I keep letting you back in. how can i explain myself? as painful as this thing has been, i just can't be with no one else. See i know what we've got to do. you let go and i'll let go too. 'cause no one's hurt me more than you. and no one ever will

No matter how i think we grow. you always seem to let me know. it ain't workin'. it ain't workin'. it ain't workin'. it ain't workin'. and when i try to walk away, you'd hurt yourself to make me stay. this is crazy. this is crazy. this is crazy.

Care for me, Care for me. I know you care for me. there for me, there for me. said you'd be there for me. cry for me, cry for me. you said you'd die for me. give to me, give to me, why won't you live for me?

Care for me, care for me. you said you care for me. there for me, there for me. said you'd be there for me. give to me, give to me. why won't you live for me. cry for me cry for me. you said you'd die for me.

where were you when i needed you? where were you?

and by the time you get to this. you should see. you should know. that i still love you. you were my close friend. you were my heart. you were the other pea in this pod. to find yourself is one thing. i just wish you could've seen how much of yourself you were when you were next to me. sometimes i tear up just wanting to see that smile one more time. to hear that laugh. sometimes i cry at night just wishing you would get out of my head. but like she said, as painful as this thing has to be. i just can't be with no one else. but i know now. i know that you can't love me. you never could. and you never will. and eventually that will be why i got over you. that will be why i couldn't be with you. that will be why you could never have me anymore. and that will be why we can never be friends. i know now that you don't have what it takes to care for me. you couldn't show me when i was around and you never tried to show me when i was away. you haven't changed and you won't. a changed man would be on this doorstep telling me how much you actually genuinely care. but i haven't seen you. i haven't heard from you. i hear the hearsay and even that i don't believe because i really believe you don't give a damn. and every day that makes me let go of you a little more. until this love runs dry, i can't keep wishing you would know that i still love you. i can't be in your life because you never let me in. and the worst part about it all? i'm still here wishing we could just talk the way we used to. i'm such a fool. stupid love.