tornado

"You grew like a tornado. Destroying everything. You kill from the inside."

Ironic isn't it?

He explained it to me in a way that makes sense n i know he's right. It made me feel better about decisions i have made to separate myself n not participate in some kind of childish game that only continues to show this is some kind of high school drama. Im not that woman. That is not me. Im much more than that. But he tells me to let myself be sad. I can only really move on if i let myself feel the motions. He says i let myself stay numb so i wont have to be sad and although he's right and i hate that he's right, the sadness is becoming too much to not see anymore.

Im realizing its okay if its one sided. That im the only one mourning over this loss. At least, hopefully, by the process i'll be able to finally let it all go.

Let go let go let go

You are my tornado.

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